Little Joe yelled out my namehe called for me to help him, and I didnt! Adam cried out in frustration. Joe was getting nervous, but there was no way he was going to admit to his brothers that he didn't know where they were. He wanted to tell his father but, it wasnt just fatherly advice he wanted. Thats it buddy.. Noooo!- How? David suddenly went into an uncontrollable fit of rage tossing Joe sideways to the ground, where he landed amidst the broken glass from his mothers picture. Well, as comfortable as he could be. Slow your breathing, Joe. He could hear Adams voice. From a physical aspect the closest Hoss could remember was when his father had been beaten pretty badly by some men after hed won a bid for a timber contract. Who are you? It was as far as he dares go until those wounds could be stitched closed. Dont make me laugh., Hi, Joe. Doc Martin jumped in. How I wonder what you are! What have I done to make him so angry? Mixed emotions began racing through his mind, rage foremost among them. The angel and devil were having one heck of a fight in his head. Little Joe clutched his side, as his contracting muscles began pulling on his abdomen and chest, making it harder to breath. Why couldnt I give you a chance like you deserve. What is her name?. I CAN'T REMEMBER THE PASSWORD. I realize now that I have to I should have been there as your brother and not as a parent. My ma-ma Joe slightly opened his eyes . This work could have adult content. His hands were red and wet. He was even able to walk past the place on the floor where hed lain where his mothers picture had fallen when the intruders had invaded his home and changed his life.he could see it now without losing his breath and reliving it all over again in his head. Pa, do you really think he is that responsible?. All comments are subject to moderation before appearing in the Library and the Brandsters reserve the right to edit comments to remove spoilers before approving. With half a sandwich in one hand, Joe casually opened the door with the other. Our place is here, with Little Joe.. Pa, his fever seems to be down. Hoss explained. Youre safe. Careful not to hurt his little brother, Adam pulled him close to his chest as he sat on the bed. Easy son. Ben rushed over. He told me II didnt deserve Small tremors began jolting his body as his eyes darted around the room. Why? Hoss and Ben were just as confused as to what was going on, however, were beginning to surmise it all tied to those men. Th-ey. His labored breathing had to be slowed to ease the pain. When Doc Martin had entered the house along with the Sheriff and Jimmy, none of them could help but notice the pile of bloody towels that had been abandoned on the blood-stained floor. I would like to thank my beta reader, freyakendra. Son, the doc has all the help he needs right now. With a firm grip, he drew Adam to his feet. That was not the answer the older man wanted. No, an image like that will forever be branded in Joes mind. Slow your breathing buddy. Right? Not to say Ben or Hoss didnt care, they did. When your mother died, I told you all about Marie and her stories, Remember? With a gentle hand David forced Dax to look at him, Remember how I told you she was going to be the one to read you the bedtime stories to make your nightmares go away? Lets get to work boys. He turned toward Adam. His heart raced and his tears began to choke him. Just listen to them complaining," Deborah said, smiling, as tears . Bonanza-Legacy. Joe was trying as quickly as he could to recover, however, he found himself back in the monstrous, vice-like grip again. Your email address will not be published. Joe, that is when I realized I had gone too far. Why? He asked. My own brother. Slow your breathing. Please come home! Ben, I mean it, I need your word. He was very adamant. A Reset font size. Due to subject matter, the few stories that are listed as only available via e:mail from the author will still not be accessible even with answering . Hoss, you cant take this personally. He tried to make eye contact but failed. Ben and Adam still, at Little Joes side, while Hoss unfortunately, still keeping a slight distance, yearning for the timeday when Little Joe would not see him as a threat. Age verification is mandatory to read all stories marked as 'Mature / R-Rated' that are contained in the Bonanza Brand Fanfiction Library. Joe was just. Heck they had both apologized right? While we've done our best to make the core functionality of this site accessible without javascript, it will work better with it enabled. Joe? Ben slowly leaned forward as he softly called to his youngest boy. Easy kiddo. Still cradling Joe against his chest with one arm, Adam brushed his younger brothers hair back with his free hand. I.I froze. He couldnt hold it in anymore and a single tear slipped down his cheek. You did what you had to, Ben repeated. Theyd been through many tough times before granted, nothing like this. What wrong Joe?, Adam, I need to talk about what happened and its not just the injuries. Searching for the right words he began fidgeting with the sling which was still supporting his left arm. Ben coughed out, as a smile finally ran across each of their faces simultaneously. A-AdamHurtsHelp me! He cried as he slightly began to thrash around in the bed. Bonanza Ventures is not responsible for the content of this website, and any opinions expressed are the opinions of individuals and not Bonanza Ventures. Not just you but Marie, too. His voice cracked. Notes: Posting for Bonanza finally! If this little wiggle worm would only stay still I wouldnt have to keep re-stitching him. A slight smile formed across his face which lightened the tension in the room. Joe eased his way over to her headstone and, laid the flowers atop it as he carefully and painfully knelt down. He was limited in what activities and chores he could do, and still moved slowly. This is the second time this has happened., Im not sure, but I wouldnt doubt it has to do what happened. She died years ago. With a gloomy look, he stared at Joe as he tried to explain to him the reality of his mothers whereabouts. Bonanza sites you may be interested in: Bonanza Brand. He was finding understanding and forgiveness, the forgiveness he needed for himself, for the only way for him to eventually help Joe was to help himself first. It was an accident. He gently hugged Joe a little closer to him as he began to slightly rock. Pa. It felt like bees were continually stinging his back where the pieces of glass from the decanter had dug into his flesh. I just didnt know what to do., Ben grabbed hold of his sons hand as he tried to console the young man, something he hadnt had to do in a very, very long time. Why here? Little Joe is brutally attacked. Gees. Be patientwe all need to give it some time., Yes sir. He pursed his lips while peering over his fathers shoulder. When Little Joe finds a young man who's been beaten and whipped on the Ponderosa, he brings him home so that they can help the boy. Dax, get in here now! He threw Joe back into the house with such force, that Joe stumbled and fell flat on his back. It was to be only one day. Cringing and holding on to his injured side, Joe tried to position himself to get a clear view of where his assailants were. the blood that had surrounded her head while she lie on the ground, so still. Like a staggering drunk, Joe found it difficult to find his footing. Was Was? Son, what happened? Ben was becoming worried. Hoss and Little Joe Cartwright. He could only guess it was the nightmares. It seems to me he was responsible enough to get up early on his own to get the job done. What a great story, a lot of emotions, sad and Happy. Adam, I dont know who else to talk to about this. He cringed as every move he made was painful. His eyes freely welled up, however, he quickly wiped them before others noticed. Easy, Joe. A tiny smile appeared while he visualized his mother sitting in the rocker. Is he gone? His breathing slowed a bit, however, he was still trembling. Adam would take turns with Ben and Hoss, however, as the oldest, Adam automatically took over and was the one who was there at night the most. Little Joe had watched it happen. The mans massive body began to tense up, blood began to flow and Joe could detect the redness forming around his scruff of a beard. That varmint isnt going anywhere., The younger man was clumsy as he strolled across the floor. He held out his hands in front of him, slowly glanced down and became entranced with what he saw. Ben glanced over at Hoss, and with raised eyebrows answered. Ben was slouched back in the chair near the window while early morning rain began tapping at the pane. Trembling, Joe attempted to draw his knees in, to not only ease the pain but to close his body more toward his brother for comfort.security. He was not one to run away from danger or problems, but this one was gnawing at him, confusing him. Work Search: He glanced down at his hands and saw blood dripping from his fingertips. Where? Joe took a sip of his own coffee. Familiar voices. A Increase font size. It wasnt until he forced some information out of Little Joe that he went into a fit of rage. Sheriff Coffee slowly stood up and began pacing the room. Like Marie gave me. Lets look at the shoulder and back. Turning Joe on his side was going to be painful as it put pressure on his right abdomen. Doc. He is a hard worker, a strong worker, and has made me proud and would have made any mother proud. With widened eyes and a sinister gaze, he grit his yellowing teeth as he lowered his massive body next to Joes head. Adam gently ran his hand over the young mans blooded mangled curls. The wounds have been oozing and a bit foul. Attempting to concentrate at his desk reviewing some last minute paper work, Ben glanced up at Adam. Oh I do wish he could stay this young this forever, so I could protect him from that cruel world. The two hugged. Thats my boy. Bonanza ~ Joe calls to Hoss before collapsing 11,020 views Dec 17, 2017 82 Dislike Share Save Jessica MacLellan 387 subscribers A clip taken from Season 7: All Ye His Saints. Martin will be here shortly. Charlie, his shirt and hands now bloodied, was clearly engrossed in doctoring Joe that it took a moment for him to realize that Adam was beside him.Adam, we couldnt get a good look at the guys. Shed even paid for Davids journey west, determined to go to any lengths to destroy Marie. The family group hug was the icing on the cake. It seems this kid is a bit confused and we have to help him., Joe glanced down at the shattered, broken pieces of glass that now surround him. A careless mess. AHHHHHH! Joe wailed as fire immediately erupted at the site of his injury. He actually came here looking for you, Ben. He and Ben locked eyes as Bens eyes widened. His breathing got worse, as did the pain. Bubbly, Hoss came charging in the front door, rays of sunlight rushing in behind him. Lots of drama and trauma for our handsome Joe. Why didnt he listen to me? Joe I have been so disrespectful of you recently. He continued to lead them astray. Pa and Ikilled her. Placing his right hand on his abdomen Joe winced for his short rapid breathing was hurting his ribs and wound. Roy Coffee finds Joe Cartwright, newly kidnapped and held hostage, on the side of the road miles away from the Ponderosa. What the heck happened? Sudden fear came over Adam as he sucked in his breath at the first glimpse of Joes mauled, balled up, bloody body. Adam please let me finish, I have to get this out! He couldnt wait any longer, although his short, rapid breaths made it a struggle to talk. Joe was confused as to what the hell was going on. Adam was going to make things right, as a brother and not as a parent. Ad-am.hurtsIm.sor-ryAdam. His labored breathing was making it difficult for him to speak. Ben walked back to his chair beside Joes bed. Shhhh, your gonna be okay son. Ben tried desperately to calm the agitated young man. Like Ben, he, too was worried now for both of his brothers. Adam please hurry home.. Oww! Moving his left arm was a bad decision as he soon found out and a bolt of lightening pain was sent through his left shoulder and down the arm. Nooo!, Shhh., youre okay, Joe. Come on Joe this is nonsense and you have a lot of work to do.. It might even have been tears he was wiping. He would return home retelling these storing to Dax, however, he never seemed to get it right and the boy would just get frustrated with him. I have one more bandage to change and then Im done.. Lots of SJS , yep i like that , and very emotional Hazel Eyes. Except for Hoss, here, but these two are bigger than him. He quickly ran his fingers threw his short gray hair. Let us do the work. The three men carefully lifted Joes torso just far enough so he could get a drink without choking. Th-ey..gon-natakemy ma-ma buck-board. His breathing was becoming more labored, and just by looking at his clammy face, it was very clear just how much pain he was in, both physically and now emotionally. So much blood, pa, and I didnt know what to do. Tears began to roll down his cheek as he stared at Ben. What had just happened? He told us that they were from New Orleans and why he came here. Adam noticed the comfort and ease he was giving little Joe just by taking control of the conversation. Just a slight wind beginning to rustle some of the upper branches of the pines. His shoulder still hurt like hell. What is wrong with me? He was getting angryangry at himself. are the property of their respective owners. Youre safe, Joe.. Ben carefully slid out of the bed. One fully painted with blood, while the other only the tips. Son, I understand your concern, however, I have made my decision. He leisurely walked around the desk. My Ma-ma, Little Joe mumbled again and Adam knew that he was dreaming. Its okay, Joe. Look what you made me do! Youre doing real good son, Ben told him. Never! Joe was not going to give him the satisfaction and show him just how frightened he was . He tried to run, but he couldnt move. The strangers so-called boy looked more like an ape sitting atop what seemed to be a draft horse. Please consider turning it on! Sparks fly, drama ensues. "episode," is set probably somewhere in between seasons eight and nine of Bonanza. Can you help me sit up?, Sure. It was painful and slow going but, Adam managed to get him into a comfortable sitting position. He was weak so weak. They were a family, always there for each other. Summary: Little Joe Cartwright was born curious. Nope, not today as nature couldnt have painted a more picture-perfect day. Almost done, Joe. Doc Martin tried to comfort Joe. Thanks Hop Sing. With many pillows supporting him, Joe was now able to sit up in bed, but was, still very much in pain. With his finger and thumb, he pinched the brim of his nose in order to collect himself. He was cold, wet and clammy with sweat beading across his brow as his breathing was becoming labored. Menu. He was hurt but there was no blood so he was good to go. To the jail. He paused at the door, glowering back at his father. It wasnt a fair fight by a long shot. Hows our patient tonight? Doc Martin greeted the man. Adam please help! Think JoeThink. Ben walked over to his middle son and bent down. Hoss had to fight against tears of his own at seeing that. Hoss, can you take over?. Neither had any way of knowing what was going on in Joes fevered dreams now that all four men were standing over him. Okay son, but if you need us we will be right downstairs. After receiving a nod from Adam, he and Hoss lingered just a moment before leaving the room again. Little Joe didnt even have to ask. Thats it buddy. He knelt down by the side of the bed. I cant talk to Pa cause wellhes pa. They both made eye contact and chuckled. I failed. Dax? As he walked over he saw his son holding a picture. Adam, hurts. With his good hand, Joe held his right side. That promise has been costing me our relationship. You sure youre okay son? Bens parenting skills were sure being tested now as all three sons required his attention, however, he was a strong man. Im here Joe, Yes, the voice he had been searching for since his nightmare began. And how do you expect to do it with that New Orleans monkey pick, handed down to you by your French quarter mother?. He was hurt, helpless, angry and now more afraid for his life than ever. You got nothing better to do but to play with that?, What chance are you gonna have to use an epee out here in the west?, Youre a Cartwright! I didnt understand. Adam slouched forward as he looked up at Ben. He seems to have a high fever.. Adam, please help me. Short rapid breathes were becoming more frequent and more painful. Just what do you meanwas? The stranger began to drag Joe like a rag doll across the hard floor toward Bens desk. His heart was pounding now, echoing through his head while tears escaped from his eyes. But now Sparky is walking around town acting like the hero, not thinking about anything or anyone else. You did all of the characters justis, especially Adam and Joe . Shhh. He was seated on the floor over by the desk, Son? They flew right past us, but I can tell you this, they were some pretty hefty guys, he said as he tossed away a soiled, bloody towel while Hank painstakingly pulled the visible small pieces of glass from Joes back, simultaneously holding a towel to his wounded shoulder. Joe, its meIm here Joe. Adam was quick to collect himself and tend to his little brother ,however, there was no response. Pa, can I have a drink? Joe was beginning to feel better. Even as he grew up, the nickname stuck, and Hoss remained taller and larger than Joe. He never ment to treat Little Joe that way. JoeSon. Ben was the first to respond and gently tried to rouse the young trouble man. Look son, I understand your concern, however, we have no other choice., Frustrated, Adam hustled across the room. Adam hehetold me Joe turned his head and began staring at the rocking chair in the corner of his room. Joe, we got the men who did this to you. Adam carefully squeezed Little Joes hand and then reached for the wet cloth again, confused to find the water wet and cold. Joes fingers remained limp. Word about his interest had eventually reached Maries mother-in-law and shed arranged a meeting with David, freely supplying him every detail he needed to find her. You dont even deserve to look like her! With that he once again whipped out his knife from its sheath, grabbed a handful of Joes hair and yanked his head backward and to the side. Oh, Marie, I am so sorry. We all know just how ugly things can get when a man with a bad temper drinks. Fine sir. Puzzled, Adam eyes met Bens and Hosss. Crying on someones shoulder? Ben had insisted on buying Marie the finest dress. Joe its Charlie. Get him off me! Now hallucinating, Joe still saw his right arm being swallowed by a massive hand. Do you know when the last time I had brandy was? Dubois shook his head and clenched his fists as anger spread across his face. Adam there are things we do, things our bodies and our minds do in a time of crisis that we dont understand. He touched his sons chin, forcing Adam to look at him. I love how you show Adam as the very loving and caring big brother, great story!!!! Thanks Adam. Joe softly answered. You dont deserve to look like her.Joe squeezed his eyes as a few tears slipped out. They never did find out whod done it,though they all had a pretty good idea. Dead or alive, she was his mother! David and his wife encountered many challenges with Dax from the day he was born, but the most demanding one they faced was that he wouldnt be able to go to school with other kids his age for his mentality level was far below theirs. I am now.. Who is your mother? The stranger demanded while shaking Joe. Peering out the open window, Joe let the book fall onto his chest as a slight warm breeze brushed his face. Oh God, how bad? Realization sank in hearing an ugly, familiar voice and recalling now where he was and what had just occurred. He rolled up his sleeves. Now where is she buried? Davids stern voice and devilish eyes suddenly sent chills down Joes spine. It hurt bad, his stomach began to churn. Oww. Little Joe and Hoss walked out and Ben put an arm around Little Joe's shoulders and said, "Little Joe, thank you for helping with Sparky. David, already armed and prepared, met him midway as the sharp knife ripped into and across Little Joes right side sending him crashing to the floor in agony on top of his fathers now broken decanter. Dont you understand that? He sucked in a deep breath as he raked his fingers through his sweaty black hair. What happened? Adam looked directly at Joe. The flashback of seeing her immediately transferred to the gruesome image of his little brother. I need you Adam! I-I tried to help him, but he was so weak and calling out for me to save his mother. Hurts.. You are my Little Star Little Joe. She kissed him on the forehead then glanced out the window at the stars on that clear night. Maybe Seth decided to come and see me.. He then turned to Hoss. I let Joe down. Joe was confused. Why? Why would he say that about my mother? Adam couldnt imagine what his little brother had just gone through and just who was capable of such a heinous act. Bonanza Legacy - The Reading Room. Now, however, he looked to be in another world. Over the next month Joes healing, both physically and mentally, although slow was progressing, as was his relationship with the family. Dax come here. After motioning to his son, he ran his dirty sleeve across his moist forehead. Everythings gonna be okay. Adam frowned and was confused as to what Joe was talking about. The wound on his side was no doubt getting worse, and he most likely had some broken ribs due to his intruders beatings. Cleaning up had been the last thing on Adams mind, and both Charlie and Hank were too focused on looking after both Joe and Adam to bother with the mess left behind. Oww!. Ad-am help me, pl-ease., Joe, Im here buddy, Adams eyes flew open. Youll be alright Joe I promise nothing will happen to mama, and I promise we will get these no good. ! Little Joe weakly screamed. The only conversation heard within the buggy was small-talk, for Little Joe seemed preoccupied with his surroundings as though it were the very first time he had been to the Ponderosa, but instead of feeling hurt, angry or scared, he was remembering and appreciating its beauty, its memoriesHis family. Try to get some rest. Joes eyes were already closed, however, not before Adam could see the fear and sadness in them. His full attention on Joe, Adam paid no notice to his pa and Hoss. It had been a beautiful summer day. Doc Martin filled Ben in on Joes condition. There was no immediate response, so Ben called to him again. Let me go! As usual, he began with Joes side. My mama TV Shows Bonanza. Joe. Night Pa. Shaking his head, Adam reluctantly followed. The other day I yelled at him Pa.I said some things I shouldnt have. The original characters and plot are the property of the author. I..I..Im seventeen. Joe was struggling to keep his toes touching the ground. He reached down to gently lift his younger brother into his arms, and then carried him to the settee. The wounds on his back from the glass will heal fine as will the scratches on his chest. Im sorry as I know it is a bit late, but I was in the area. He shook Bens hand then set his medical bag down on the night stand and proceeded to pull out his stethoscope. We are going to bring your mother home, no matter what.. Open your eyes., Ad-am? Joe whispered as he slightly turned his head toward his older brother. He fought to keep his tired eyes open, for he and Hoss had rushed home after hearing the devastating news. Im here for you buddy. Tears welled up in his eyes. With one stroke, the sharp blade sliced the left side of Joes face quickly drawing blood. They had even smiled and laughed, so why then did he feel so rejected? Even now, all these years later, the scene was so vivid every time he played it back in his mind. I love you. Tears now began to flow freely down both sides of his face as his closed eyes. But he knew with the help of his family,Joe would get through this. Joe! It was evident that Adam was having difficulty concentrating. Lorne Greene. If you accept cookies from our site and you choose "Proceed", you will not be asked again during this session (that is, until you close your browser). He grabbed the decanter on the table beside him and guzzled some of Bens fine brandy before walking slowly over to the burning fireplace where he began pacing. Go and get some cold water quick, and towels please. The panicked expression on his face said it all. Yes, Im here, little brother Adam took a damp towel and gently wiped some of the blood from his brothers damaged face. He also saw just how bad Joe was, but please be patient with him, as I saw just how traumatic it was for him to see what happened to Joe. He continued. Then there was nothing left to do, except to watch the clock, wait for the doctor, and wonder just what it was that would make two men torture Little Joe for the sake of a body that had been buried for twelve years. Answers his older brother wasnt sure he could give, although he could give support and love. Maybe it has to do with me being the oldest. Jenny Thompson was about to have her baby and it was breach. The doc finished checking Joes heartbeat. His mother? What the hell are they talking about? Adam said he will drive. He glanced over at Joe, waiting for an response. Joe, when she fell. 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